Tuesday, August 18, 2015

first love [2010]

until then
all that had been known
was a drained
dry pubescence
stoned and smashed
as empties were
lined along the retainer
  she
was Rachel Dugan
a lusting blonde cheerleader
with a powder-blue Escort
meticulous tan
spirited hips
and absent RV parents

we
were awkward eighth-graders
chubby and bespectacled
more taken by D & D
than t & a
but confused curious 
and observant

she
was lonely next door
inviting with evening calls
and accommodating of
frequent visitors
victorious athletes
eager to score again
we
were over the fence
like anxious virgin ninjas
and up to her cracked
bedroom window
with a steaming hormone breath    
and fear of errant headlights

she
was teen swollen 
above her stripped Vanderbilts
and grinning dumb
doling out desperate
handjobs
to the hulking varsity squad

we
were witness to eleven
harsh ejaculations
and her careful makeup smearing
from cum
and a soiled washrag
and tears
finished
the Offense (and we) ran off
ignorant and chortling
into our wiping night

afterward
we kicked around change
alone
behind Wonderland Lanes
nursing single bottles of Blatz
and an inebriated distortion
of first love

someone said
something forgotten

and as we leaned empty
against the retainer
we were smashed

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